12.2.88

tête-è-tête.

tête-è-tête.



A new order. A rogue to be alone. A wiser word is spoken.

specifications on the ring:
. a
single(1) mans' interpretation of chastity
. ye
t i believe not in matrimony.
Fidelity [+] Subsequent Intimacy [+] Solemn Sanctity.


if and when my feet quit fleeting,
lord, give flight to this height i'm reaching.
at once i coward to the depths; retreating.
(
ultimate fulfillment is bred)...
...from suffering with a meaning.


Tender Gentlemen: do not raise your voices!

the occupants on the opposite side of the glass are bed ridden.

2:06. - 2:07.
i fear a heart this strong may lead me wrong.
i follow intuition and the path that i belong.
i forget trifling troubles when alongside you.
i fancy this minute that my prayers came true.
only.


indeed- i am not to believe
i have been deceived, however;
we both agree to be misleading.


i shed one solitary tear
over^ the empty pillow
beside me. /
/ For you:

adhering to
thoughts that were taught...[long past due:::
...through & through:::my mind was under^ review.]
though This pursuit sEems partially misconsTrued.



prOvided a Place to Hide and let ones' regards subside,

. . . U n w i n d. . .

revive thy pride.
i deny myself of watered-eyes.
as much is tried with keeping this heart confined.


grief/grief.
i pledged for relief
& received the gift to proceed.

Success! Achieved!

On this night...you will not
steal my sleep.

oph(i)ee:

take heed to me...and each word i speak:
"the bounds!" i leap towards your embrace; i reach

[forward]; chasing the traced path we lead
at a steady pace nearing the next place

fate has arranged for us to meet.
i preach through the days to your aTTention
(; i can not keep,)
a prediction contradicting that even these shallows run deep.
one last time i shall repeat...
with two hearts entwined
(the two hold(s) the key.)
a final piece will be revealed
rendering this puzzle complete.


sincerely, me.



there are 9 i's in the word floccinaucinihilipilification...

: i do not consume alcohol, smoke cigarettes or use drugs. (and i typically choose my consorts accordingly.)
: i refrain from swearing and cursing.
: i abstain from premarital intimacy...
: ...i do not believe in "marriage". (...eh?)
: i can be competitive...although, i wish others would see when i am trying to throw in the towel.
: i think about her everyday.
: i make my best attempt at doing what i can to preserve the stability of our planet.
: i have a sporadic sleeping schedule.
: i dream the life of a "pop" artist; lucidly.

and 6 i's in the word minimifidian.

* i usually have too much on my workload plate…(mostly because i am aware of my potential.)
* i rarely bring people close to me…(this stems from my history of abandonment and insecurity.)
* i take time. (but if you are willing to put forth the effort…i will always meet you halfway.)
* i contemplate having a child. (not yet…but when the time comes i will be ready. no givzies backzies.)
* i exercise. (both mentally and physically…i keep a sound body and mind.)
* i love my mother. (i long for the day i give her back everything she has ever given me…ten fold.)

and one i in i.

that's just for me…because i love myself and who i am.




-Umbra||Eidolon.
(ophiemadahrlia)

>ascribed to the polemic spirits.